Well, I joined Weight Watchers tonight. I got on that scale, and almost had a heart attack on the spot due to the numbers that popped up. Wow... I really let myself get to this point? How stupid am I?? It disappoints me so much. I am always saying that I cannot stand how I look, and I don't do anything about it. Now that I have a child, I want to be 100% healthy for her. I want to run around with her, and not have to worry about having heart problems due to being overweight. I already have goals set, and plan to keep them. I'm starting HARD CORE tomorrow. If I won't do it for myself, I need to do it for my daughter! My husband is also on board to help me, and encourage me when I get down! I'll post my weight loss success on here (maybe)!